livewire2031

there are a lot of things i wish i could do, like being a good artist for example but hey that's just not for me and i'm gonna have to deal with that i mean it sucks but its the truth i mean i'm still gonna make shitty art or at least i would but i don't know anymore the past week i have lost all desire to do anything and things i enjoy just make me feel even emptier this year has just taken all the creativity out of me I've been dealing with chronic depression since about 2009, i'm only 23 and i feel like i'm going nowhere with my art, it sucks i tried making music and i sucked at that too so yeah I Don't Know Anymore

Is it still cool to believe in following your dreams?

I honestly wish i was a better artist, the reason i dont post super frequent is because i honestly dont know if my art is A. Good Enough for DA and B. Because i am not really an artist. I honestly love art from almost every era of art, to me art is so wonder-filled and inspirational and it makes me sad that i lack the skills to make really anything like that. Everything ive made was at moments when i felt creative and honestly what i did to make my digital stuff was used a paint bucket or a large blob and then used the smudge tool until it looked like something, there was no method it was all random. and to me reasons A & B are like an im